it's way too late to be blogging. but i just finished my new template, and i'm in the mood.

schools almost over! thank goodness. if i had to deal with my crappy teachers and cramped hallways once more time, i think i'm going to implode. (not to mention this one creepy guy who won't leave me alone)
i'm in the mood for potpourri, cut the transitions.
i'm on a roll.

i've been looking at a lot of facebooks lately. mainly the people from my school. to put it directly, they have no artistic view on things. i'm sick of "picniked" pictures and shitty lyrics to that what they call music now on the radio. i'm even more sick of looking at the drunken pictures of themselves at parties. bluntly saying, it's not like i haven't drank before. this is what happens when you live in the suburbs. there's no where to hang out, thus you turn your cravings to confined, unsanitary basements with music from someone's ipod blasting through a speaker. meanwhile, the host's parents are upstairs watching "american pie". the wide range of photos taken vary from different couples grinding, random makeouts, and the ever favorite "let's pose with a beer to show how badass we are"
another thing that makes me so mad is when they think they're artistic and deep. come back when you get a personality. (i told you i'm on a roll)

i like to think i'm artistic, but i've probably given up a lot. i feel like i haven't done anything. stress.
i need to improve my drawings (aka. graphic design, oil painting, and digital media)
i need to improve my dancing (aka. my flexibilty and techniques, along with routines)
i need to improve on my music (aka. piano and hopefully violin again)
and i need to study.

wow, i hate life. but i feel so incomplete if i'm not excelling in these things.
people tell me if i feel this way, i should just get my ass off the computer. i'm praying summer's the remedy for this.

i'm so excited for hofstra and china this summer.

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